Southern Culture And Emotions That Are Painful

I do not know why it is so difficult to socially communicate with others. The thing that puzzles me about living in the South is the way so many of us have so much anger and horrid animosity toward others. Also, it is strange how if you are a bit different in your thinking then you can be totally rejected as a human being or you can be socially wrecked.

Even though you try to be yourself (as your mother might have admonished you to do) the fact is if you are not some sports jock or muscled hot-shot macho man then you are nothing...a non-human.  I am sick of seeing this lunancy of people refusing to be attracted to someone just because they may be somewhat intellectual or what we Southern folks call "different."  Some souls even say they always pick jerks to be attracted to and they look like they bemoan that fact and yet these same humans keep right on doing this odd mode of behavior over and over. It makes a person wonder why can't people enjoy life with all kinds of people and dig music people like Tom Petty and unique movie souls like Jack Nicholson in "The Shining." 

I wish it could be possible to have lots of really strong intense joy in life and not this horrible disgusting feeling of being destroyed by another human being...And of course it is also extremely hard on a human when you feel you are being "scammed" or "played." I wish it were ok in this weird culture of ours to be "happy" like what happens when you hear good Jimi Hendrix music....or maybe good romantic vocalists like Patsy Cline. I want some love and respect and understanding...I feel that many of us are this way. Let's get things much better and please all you deities let's have some real protection from all the evil, mean and disgusting jerks and morons who try so hard to harshly and disgustingly destroy us.